Finally... some time to write.
I'm sorry that I wasn't able to be that active over the course of 7 months due to overall stress that I had to put up with college. Now that it's the Christmas Break which means I get to enjoy 3 weeks of no school and putting some more time to writing and drawing among other things.
After surviving 2 terms which means a total of around 8 months in college, I began experiencing new things which in ways were both beneficial and a big pain. One of which was experiencing that feeling of liking somehow and of course coming from an all boys' school, this can be rather difficult. To be honest, I'm not the kind of guy that can make a conversation with girls just for laughs or amusement but that moment when SHE appears, it's that feeling where all the bravado and courage are just gone in seconds. Of course, over the next few weeks my blockmates knew that I have a crush on this girl to the point that one her friends asked me personally on one occasion. Well, in the end the feeling of unrequited love conquered and worse of all was that it seem like the feelings were not reciprocated to the point of being rejected at around the second term to an even hurtful accusation of being a stalker, due to rather awkward situations such as being in the same place at the same time among other things or supposedly following her and her friend after class, which I am not. In the end, she decided to tell me directly to just move on since nothing will happen between us. Of course the usual encouragement from my blockmates. Despite having the facade of feeling fine and happy in front of my friends, it really hurt... so very much. In the end, I might as well move on...
With the 3rd term approaching, meaning that our block will be "de-blocked" which means that each student in the block will choose their set of subjects for the next term and thus separating the block entirely and with 2014 on the horizon I could perhaps finally leave this hectic of a year behind with all the bad memories with it and into a new year of potential and opportunities and perhaps a second chance at romance. Though 2013 wasn't considered my year, I did make some accomplishments along the way such as:
Experiencing the pain of the double-edged sword known as love.
Made it to the Dean's List.
Immersed myself in Martial Arts such as Muay Thai, Boxing and Brazilian Jiu Jitsu (and hopefully learn more in the coming years)
Made friends with majority of my blockmates.
Reading some books to pass the time.
Reuniting with some old friends and my alma mater.
Started to lift weights again and my body is slowly, but surely, changing.
I finally have a P.C. again for academic and personal uses.
All in all, this year was more of an up and down kind of feeling and perhaps 2014 can change that...